Dear diary, this is for someone who broke my heart into a million pieces, on the 25 july 2009.
you should know who you are, i won embarrass you by putting your name here, coz i am not that heartless.
Finally I realize, this is what you called relationship
That I’m nothing without you
My broken heart is still like a wave now
My shaken heart is still like a wind now
Even after so long, my heart is not fully repaired, I still feels pain sometimes
The pain on my heart can’t be removed like a tattoo
And I though I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I manage to live on longer without you having to struggle with my painful heart
I though that we could even meet even more, but each time we want to meet, is either me or you will have something on
but now it’s useless, because we are not together
I even gave you a chance to admit your mistake, but you just won admit.
What is it about that that guy you had behind my back, did he care as much as I did
Did he even talk to you every night just like what I did, even though I was super tired after a long day in school
Did he even talk to you, just I how I did, no matter, how stressful I am in school
Don find me again and live on
Because I have regretted loving you, even though I treat you the best, I did not do anything which hurt your heart, that it broke into a million pieces
Day by day
I try to forget what you did to me, by having another guy behind my back, but its still impossible, because it remained in my mind like a tattoo alr
Sometimes, when I’m in the bus, on my way home I will just think back, and try to find out my mistake in between our relationship and, I kept asking myself, what did I do to deserve this treatment from you, even though I gave you a chance to confess
If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to, and like I have said pretend we never even talk on the phone, or had a relationship before.
Always be happy with the guy you are with now, maybe in the first place I should not have ask u for a stead
I hope your heart feels relieved after having me found out that you had another guy
Those tears I had, its been dried up completely, (as time passes by)
It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t talk on the phone that much
So please don sms me again, weather I remember you, take care.
After you have read this, go and think but it..........
that all i have to blog today....
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