Dear diary, today is my last day of exam, and its time to smell the fresh air of holiday, so today aft exam, me Anthony, Hasri, Jul and Idah, went to play the arcade at Pasir Ris, and we spenty quite a bit on the arcade games, at the end we won some ticket to redeem items, so in the end we redeem 26 cans of drinks........ well i can say its one of the best way to relieve stress aft exam............ well nw its time to find part-time job, to earn some money, so i can use.......... hopefully i get good result for my exam, pray 4 me :)
Tks
well that all i have to blog today..........
Dear diary, well my exam are coming pretty soon, its next monday........ so this will be a quick post, coz i still got to study for my exam.....
First thing is, i really don know what wrong with some malay ppl in my team for my project, they should know that my hands are tight, coz i cannot give them the group photo, and they manage to take the photo from me, when i caught one of my team member having the photo RED HANDED in his tumbdrive, and he still have the cheek to say he got the photo from youtube. Then today he told our teamate, which is malay also, and they told me that it was not fair that i only have the picture, what is fair man!!!!!!!!!!
If everything is fair in this world, many thing would not have happppen.............. And they should understand that the child care center that we work on in our project, its suppose to be confidential, when it come to the group photo we took, somethimes i really i wonder, hw inmature can these malay can get.............Hiazzzz
well that all i have to blog taoday............
Dear diary, yesterday was friday the 13, and some ppl says friday the 13 is the most unluckiest day, and i wan to see its true or nt, i went to sign the application form for singapore zoo, and i wan to see how unluckly i am not to get the job............. then ytd night went for mutual, it was super fun, we played 3 shoe, bursting the bollon with colour inside and dog and bone, the best thing out of the game was, the penalty. Even though there were not many ppl, but it was still very fun....... haha :)
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Dear diary, this is for someone who broke my heart into a million pieces, on the 25 july 2009.
you should know who you are, i won embarrass you by putting your name here, coz i am not that heartless.
Finally I realize, this is what you called relationship
That I’m nothing without you
My broken heart is still like a wave now
My shaken heart is still like a wind now
Even after so long, my heart is not fully repaired, I still feels pain sometimes
The pain on my heart can’t be removed like a tattoo
And I though I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I manage to live on longer without you having to struggle with my painful heart
I though that we could even meet even more, but each time we want to meet, is either me or you will have something on
but now it’s useless, because we are not together
I even gave you a chance to admit your mistake, but you just won admit.
What is it about that that guy you had behind my back, did he care as much as I did
Did he even talk to you every night just like what I did, even though I was super tired after a long day in school
Did he even talk to you, just I how I did, no matter, how stressful I am in school
Don find me again and live on
Because I have regretted loving you, even though I treat you the best, I did not do anything which hurt your heart, that it broke into a million pieces
Day by day
I try to forget what you did to me, by having another guy behind my back, but its still impossible, because it remained in my mind like a tattoo alr
Sometimes, when I’m in the bus, on my way home I will just think back, and try to find out my mistake in between our relationship and, I kept asking myself, what did I do to deserve this treatment from you, even though I gave you a chance to confess
If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to, and like I have said pretend we never even talk on the phone, or had a relationship before.
Always be happy with the guy you are with now, maybe in the first place I should not have ask u for a stead
I hope your heart feels relieved after having me found out that you had another guy
Those tears I had, its been dried up completely, (as time passes by)
It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t talk on the phone that much
So please don sms me again, weather I remember you, take care.
After you have read this, go and think but it..........
that all i have to blog today....
Dear diary, well today, its been a long day 4 me, first i had a class test today, and i was super tired, coz i only slept for 2hrs only, ytd i chong my notes to study for my test today, and today i only rbm 50% of what i rbm, the rest is me and my friend, play cheat in the test, i don know la, i may just pass only............. Then just now, i chated with one of my friend, who is introuduce by my classmate, but come to think of it, the friend that i have been chatting with, its actually my classmate, i just have this feeling that its my classmate, and i have some proof, just that its nt enough to show my classmate........ and the friend that i chatting with its a girl some more, i don even know why my classmate introuduce me to a girl, when its actually him.......... hope he have a good reason, why he is doing this............ i just know its my classmate, do you think i should wait longer, and find out more first, or i should look 4 my classmate, and question him..................
Dear diary, i know i heaven't been blogging for a long time alr, well its been a crazy week 4 me la, got so many thing and problem on my mind, i even sometimes forget thing easily.......... what is happening to me, is this called "LIFE", is this what is called "Up's" and "DOWNS"
First thing is my school project, my team wanted to get team tee shirts, and our budget is $30, and we went to tampines and, the shop told us per person is $28, so i was like thinking, my team, has 5 malay ppl, out of 8ppl in the team, and 3 of them have money problem, yet i am trying to find another way to spend less on printing tee shirts, yet every solution i came out with it, and trying to find other ppl to see weather they can give cheaper price, but everything they don wan, then its like NO LINK, first thing they have problem coming out with the money, hw r they going to come out with $28............ then i don wan aft order the tee shirt, they say cannot pay, then even bigger problem comes in, its like $28*8, total it will be like $224, so its like hw am i going to find the money............ I really dunno what those stupid malay ppl in my team doing lei.......... FUCK off man!!!! i really dunno what r those malay ppl thinking lei.................
Second, i still have more exam coming man!!!!!!
trm is my theory test, in 3 weeks time, is my last and final exam, and i still heaven't finish studying all my notes finish, and i am a lot way back behind man, must chong alr la, have to sleep very late again............
Well that all i got to blog today..........
Dear diary,
Yesterday i went to Via Ferrata, its was very fun, but very tough. I almost wanted to give up half-way, coz it was too tough, but tks to my OAC club, they supported me all the way, that is what made me not to give up, and on the way up there i injured my leg, and nw its quite painful, can hardly walk.........
But overall i enjoy it, tks OAC for supporting me all the way :)
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